still moon, unwinding mercury

Tonight is not a good night.
It's like all the loneliness I haven't felt in months hit me all at once.

I don't know why I can't connect with another human being in a way I really, really want to. In a way I need to.

It feels painful.

*Edit: I wasn't going to link this up to my Facebook as I do my other posts but then I came by a quote about sadness, and how we have to acknowledge it in order to let it go.

So here I am, displaying my vulnerability.

I talked to Fausto and although we didn't say much to each other, it felt comforting knowing he was somewhere in his room checking my messages and sharing some thoughts while I had a good, long cry.