I lost my baby.
Nothing has ever hurt this much.
I loved this baby so much already. I bought baby clothes, and little tiny socks. A friend bought a tiny "The Very Hungry Caterpillar" outfit for him/her. The due date was Dec. 30th. I had the first ultrasound scheduled for May 30th. They were going to draw blood for a test to determine the gender.
Instead I had my first ultrasound around 2am this morning to find out my baby had passed.
My baby.
I don't know what to do with all this pain. It spills out everywhere.
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