Sunday, February 6, 2022

in dreams

I just had this dream where my mom was still alive. At first the dream was about me having an argument with some family members and my mom was defending me. But then it turned into me going up to my mom and crying, telling her I was scared of my dad dying as well because then I'd be all alone. And I told her I was also scared of not having any more children because I was afraid of Sophia being all alone when I pass away one day. And my mom was hugging me and comforting me. 

It actually felt really nice at first to have seen her and heard her voice. 

But I'm also sad. I miss my mom so much. 

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